School has been my priority lately. I'm simply trying to do the best I can in these last two months. My mind has been wandering - thinking about a summer job, my future career, and other things. It's difficult to focus on the day I'm living in. This is the time I have looked forward to since I was little: the time when I could get a job, drive, and, eventually, go to college. Suddenly it's here and I don't think I'm ready. Taking it one day at a time has helped me immensely, and at night, when I lay in bed, I think about the future and I talk to God about it.
The truth is, I don't have a plan...really, I don't. Do I go to college? Not go to college? What do I want to do? What do I even like? There's so many questions! I have two years, but I like to think ahead. I've even begun to think that I don't want to pursue photography as a career. I just don't know.
Any of you out there struggling as well? I'd love to hear how you're doing with it!